Things I wanna Buy with the Money from Quitting Smoking

A pack of cigarettes costs $32 dollars currently. I often buy 2-3 packs a week. This is alot of money that could be going on food and savings.

 rtx 4070 ti nvidia video card. $1700

Thats definitely up there on my list of things i want first.

Also a power supply for computer so can run video card    $150

Electric guitar and amplifier   $500

Bluetooth Stereo that doubles for an amplifier for my guitar.         gunna say $300-500

Portable bluetooth speaker       $100

New cell phone            $300

Android Tablet                        $400

Pay of debt at baycorp so can obtain credit again.  Not sure how much say $1000

Buy a battery and 16gb ram for my laptop which is absolute luxury for how much i use it but $75 for battery and $120 for ram say $200.

Buy another 16gb ram for my desktop pc to take it to 32gb $120

Quitting smoking would enable me to up my grocery budget each week so am spending more on food and not starving and actually having takeaways and nice foods from the supermarket. This change in diet would provide broad health and energy benefits on top of the benefits of quitting smoking. Put simply at the moment I don't get enough food.

Um what else.

A wifi bluetooth dongle so I can hook up my new stereo  $30

If i think of more stuff ill add it. The total comes to      $5000 exactly. But i know there is stuff I have forgotten.

So there we have it.  $5000 is about 2 years savings at $50 dollars a week. Incredibly doable if I just quit smoking. NOW whats stopping me from quitting smoking?

The Monster Eminem Cover

The Monster - Eminem ft Rihanna (Cover) Alex Feather Akimov

Alex Feather Akimov.

Found this guitar cover after looking up The Monster on wikipedia. This is yet another of my World Trade Center Septermber 11th songs based on phone calls I made. I like One Sheep Two Sheep. That's me. This cover isn't really like the original but you can hear it. Adding to Music and Amazing Guitar.

Added label "The Monster"

Darc Lee
Leeda

Passionflower - Jon Gomm

Passionflower - Jon Gomm.

Adding this to Amazing Guitar and Music.  This guys cool and makes full use of his guitar.  I like the song its good.  Saw this on Facebook originally.

Darcy Lee

All Along The Watchtower Jimi Hendrix.

All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix.

I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower".  It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does.  I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.  

So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others.  I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say.  I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess.  I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say.  I have suffered extremely and nobody knew.  So i'm telling you now.  There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had.  Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things.  Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was.  It's not pleasant.  I hope there is a purpose to it.  Surely it must make sense some how.

In suffering all is lost.  Suffering is the absence of joy.  I hope not to suffer any more.  1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.  I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it.  I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me.  What is the purpose of suffering?  Nobody knows.  Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.

Christ suffered.  If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered.  What is it about suffering?  I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm.  Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible.  I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever.  Something permanent has to be done.  Right now.  Not in a 1000 years but now.

Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain.  So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain.  I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day.  There will be no more pain.  Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain.  If you like it it's not pain.  I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are.  With the end of pain comes immortality.  There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering.  2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.

I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass.  We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do.  God seems along way off from reality.  I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering.  To defeat it.  I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore.  Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over.  No more suffering.  I have said enough for now.  War on suffering until immortality.  Let life shine brightest.

Anyway i'll leave you with Jimi Mr Hendrix.

Ewan Dobson Time 2

Ewan Dobson - Time 2.

Haven't listened to this to much but going to add it under Amazing Guitar.

Andy McKee - Drifting.

Canon.

Amazing Guitar.